Ishithaa

What will happen if I say all that’s in my mind for once? Not swallow my words. Will you still think of me the way you do. Will I still see the bright shine in your eyes when you see me for once you will see the real me, hear my thoughts than me having to gulp them down as always.  I wonder if you still will think of me as the warm and caring person that i am (with occasional outbursts of emotions) or will you take my word to your heart and etch it right there, colouring me the green of evil, the red of danger and a swampy green of disgust. If i tell you you're doing this wrong, or you're hurting me by this, will it have any effect on you? Will you choose to continue to hurt me or will I have to choose to either insulate myself or distance myself from you...!!!

Smile, Laugh And Spread Joy, Until You See The Window Of Your Tower The World Beneath, The Life Out There No Colour There That Is Absent In The Tower But You See The Sky, The Birds, Your Brother Jumping, Dancing, Playing In The Dirt You Wonder Why You Alone Spend Your Time Safe N Comfy In The Tower No Birds, No Rain, No Strangers Reach You, Until You Realize You Were Born To Fly, To Soar And To Dream You Can’t Fly, You Won’t Soar, But You Do Dream, That You Fly That You Spread Your Wings Dreams Turn Nightmarish When You Wake Up Your Wings Cut Down, But You Dont Bleed. Because You Cant. Because You’re A Girl.

They say I am hopeless. Hopelessly crazy over you. Hopelessly in love. Well, I wouldn't brush it off as a lie. I am crazy over you, I do think of you a lot. Most of the times in fact. But do I love you? I do not know. Is this love? I don't know that either. But I love what happens to me when my mind is full of you. I know we have neither spoken to each other nor seen each other, Or maybe, we might have, only He, who plays these games with us can know for sure.  That one glimpse I saw years ago, when I pestered Him with infinite questions and threatened Him with streams of tears, is enough for me to know. That you are and that you will be. That glimpse alone is enough for me to wait my entire lifetime, till the day you are ready for me. Till then and till forever, this heart beats only for you. I just pray you realize that soon enough while I still am. This one is for you

People always find me good to talk to...they complement me for being such a good listener. They say I listen, I understand. Do I? Not always. But yeah I do love to listen to their stories, the happenings in their lives. Was listening to a friend's story today. How he managed to woo the girl of his dreams, how he finally tied the knot with her. How he is still in love with her, how he can never get angry at her. His story somehow got me thinking... thinking...and thinking so much that I got lost in my thoughts. Again. Will we ever have a love story? Will we be in love throughout our lives? Will it still be romantic when you and I get married.... I choose to place my trust on Time and hope on my Gods.